So yeah, I still think about her...

Though I probably should keep it to myself, I’m thinking the best way to deal with it and get past it is to express it. It’s crazy though because if there was one thing she didn’t like about me, it was the fact that I was “so public”.

I can’t help it though. I’m an entertainer, a Rising Executive, Radio Personality, Event Host, Philanthropist, Promoter etc. My whole life is public...it's on display. I even let her appear on my radio show twice. So I’m not worried nor scared to face and answer the questions that come and will come from the supporters of the CWC Entertainment Group movement.

Why didn’t it work?

After a year of being involved, that's a good question. I thought we complimented each other in a lot of ways. You’re reading the blog of a guy that’s only had 6 official relationships. While I’m public, I’m also a bit guarded. I don’t let every woman “go there” with me.

Who knew when she took that military-related job oversees and the fact that I was on the “go” domestically would draw a wedge. I guess we asked ourselves why continue something long-term, long distance if the distance might not get cut down anytime sooner. No need to drag it out longer then it had to.

Did I give up too easily?

No I don’t think so. I’m not one to “handcuff” someone. As I say that, I do realize that’s a gift and a curse. There were times I should have said something but the “HEARTBREAK” inside me preventing me from doing so.

So what’s next?

It’s time for me to officially recognize that it’s over. That we came together for a “season” and now it’s time to officially acknowledge “the off season”. She’s focused on her job and focused on taking care of her daughter. I can respect that. Totally applaud her for that. She didn’t have time for me in this time of her life. We were obviously supposed to learn something from each other and I hope whatever I was supposed to “teach” her, she “learned”.

As the Heartbreak Kid, I just wanted to be different. Different from anyone she ever dated. I wanted to be one of the coolest to do it. I feel i accomplished that and feel she’ll have good moments to reflecting on whenever she thinks about what we had.

And what about you?

I know what you’re thinking and yes...maybe I didn’t totally have time for a relationship at this point either. Things continue to pick up and I’m on the grind now. It’s time to focus solely on the mission on hand; to hit the top of music & entertainment. As I do now, I’ll continue to meet and hang with beautiful women. The only difference is I’ll have to work harder to find out who’s really down for me and who’s in it for who I am and/or who I’m going to be. I'm an entertainer. Predicted by many to be the next to blow. I'm about to carry the city on my back and I'm not even a Rapper! I say that to say I'm not supposed to be caught up on a particular woman.

Though it’s been 8 weeks now, I still think about her...

With that said, I’m officially letting it go.

Forever yours peoples...

The Heartbreak Kid